[he knew, intellectually, what knots are about. it was a hot idea.
the idea did nothing to prepare him for the absolutely devastating reality of it. the way she just keeps pumping him fuller and fuller as if she wasn't already so big inside him she can't possibly pull free. all this while he's coming, then while he's coming down from it-- there's no time to recover. no break between her knot punching orgasm out of him and feeling her come spill deeper and deeper out of sheer volume, until there's no deeper to go. it's not like she's fucking his ass, after all. vestigial reproductive organs or not, there's only so much space inside him, and still he's being flooded.
yeah, the overwhelmed sounds spilling from his lips are probably not entirely intentional.]
[ stelle's doing this blind, completely on instinct - a single dream flashing by in her mind and little else. she expected the growth on some level. she even expected the sheer volume of it all, slowly trickling out bit by bit.
it's the aftershocks that get her. it's not that she came and is riding out the aftermath, it's that she's still coming. each involuntary flex sends shivers down her spine; each shiver sends another load in. even as she starts to catch her breath, even as she tries desperately to focus her vision, it still takes a moment to hit-
dan heng is only going to get fuller from here.
she reaches up- shivers gently - strokes her fingers lovingly down his cheek. ]
[he's getting fuller and fuller, and it's not like out is a directional option. not with how very, very knotted he is.
Dan Heng whines, softly, leans into her hand. his tail coils and uncoils fitfully, off to the side. and his cheeks are wet, most definitely, with tears, but he nods.]
Yes... I'm- yes. It's just--
[and his voice cracks with another spurt of come filling him up just that little bit more.]
[ he's so, so beautiful. completely and utterly. the most wonderful person she can think of, right now. her thumb rolls across a tear-stained trail; she places a kiss on dan heng's lips, almost reverently. ]
It is. I'm sorry. [ but- ] But-
[ her hand drops down, down, rubbing at his lower abdomen. ]
All I can think is how pretty you are right now. [ gentle, soothing circles. ] How, ah... How pretty you'll be in thirty minutes.
[he feels- a little bit like dying. not really in a bad way! he's overcome with pleasure and affection, the blazing heat of arousal only encouraged by the warmth of her touch, how he's so full of her he feels he might burst.
but also he is what he is. there are circles who are jealous of vidyadhara, for their infertility, but doing this... blatantly breeding adjacent thing, however it's extremely hot and he's so so into it... Stelle doesn't know he's barren. Stelle hasn't even been on the Luofu.
the way she's rubbing his belly doesn't have to mean anything that deep. it can just be horny! but he feels like he's tricking her, and as overwhelmed as he is already it makes the tears roll faster. he chases that gentle kiss, squirming.]
[ the crying is coming faster; dan heng kisses her back but writhes beneath her. and while it's... unspeakably sexy, yes-
he is her friend above all else. and friends watch over one another. ]
...Dan Heng? What's wrong? Is it too much? [ her voice is still husky, still a bit shaky - but the afterglow is replaced entirely by concern. ] Should I try to do something?
[ well, that answers that. she gasps, loud and clear, as her cock twitches against the new sensation; when she speaks again, her voice is strained and tense. ]
[ OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT. she can do some thinking about that later. right now, rather than what makes her dick twitch hardest, she needs to think about why dan heng is hurting. and it's infertility, evidently, which means- ]
[he feels that one, the way her dick jerks inside him, and it pulls a pathetic little sound from him, absolutely desperate. his mind goes utterly blank for a moment.]
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the idea did nothing to prepare him for the absolutely devastating reality of it. the way she just keeps pumping him fuller and fuller as if she wasn't already so big inside him she can't possibly pull free. all this while he's coming, then while he's coming down from it-- there's no time to recover. no break between her knot punching orgasm out of him and feeling her come spill deeper and deeper out of sheer volume, until there's no deeper to go. it's not like she's fucking his ass, after all. vestigial reproductive organs or not, there's only so much space inside him, and still he's being flooded.
yeah, the overwhelmed sounds spilling from his lips are probably not entirely intentional.]
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it's the aftershocks that get her. it's not that she came and is riding out the aftermath, it's that she's still coming. each involuntary flex sends shivers down her spine; each shiver sends another load in. even as she starts to catch her breath, even as she tries desperately to focus her vision, it still takes a moment to hit-
dan heng is only going to get fuller from here.
she reaches up- shivers gently - strokes her fingers lovingly down his cheek. ]
Are you... Are you okay?
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Dan Heng whines, softly, leans into her hand. his tail coils and uncoils fitfully, off to the side. and his cheeks are wet, most definitely, with tears, but he nods.]
Yes... I'm- yes. It's just--
[and his voice cracks with another spurt of come filling him up just that little bit more.]
...A lot.
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It is. I'm sorry. [ but- ] But-
[ her hand drops down, down, rubbing at his lower abdomen. ]
All I can think is how pretty you are right now. [ gentle, soothing circles. ] How, ah... How pretty you'll be in thirty minutes.
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but also he is what he is. there are circles who are jealous of vidyadhara, for their infertility, but doing this... blatantly breeding adjacent thing, however it's extremely hot and he's so so into it... Stelle doesn't know he's barren. Stelle hasn't even been on the Luofu.
the way she's rubbing his belly doesn't have to mean anything that deep. it can just be horny! but he feels like he's tricking her, and as overwhelmed as he is already it makes the tears roll faster. he chases that gentle kiss, squirming.]
Stelle...
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he is her friend above all else. and friends watch over one another. ]
...Dan Heng? What's wrong? Is it too much? [ her voice is still husky, still a bit shaky - but the afterglow is replaced entirely by concern. ] Should I try to do something?
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No... no, it's okay. I'm okay.
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As long as- as long as you're sure.
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[trying to regain anything like composure but that's just not happening while she pulses huge and hot inside him.
and then he just blurts it out.]
I can't give you children.
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why would he think that??? ]
4/??
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6/7
7/7
Does sex make babies?
1/2??
2/definitely more than 2
3/4? maybe?
he is just.
dead silent in the wake of his previous noise. for a few moments.]
4/6? 7?
okay. remember to breathe, dan heng. what she knows about the world is extremely variable. she only has memories of the last very short while-]
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6/7
B R E A T H E, damnit.]
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Not with me.
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...would you rather it did?
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I don't know. But with other people, this kind of thing...
[sliding a hand down to rest on his belly. shivering as that adds a little pressure.]
Is at least flirting with the idea of it.
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