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Don't know.
[He'd been chewed on spectacularly by a massive undead thing then he'd been literally taken apart piece by excruciating piece and then made into a sentient pile of limbs and then had to be burnt into a crisp by Jing Yuan and then had to be put together halfway and humiliated and then had to beg for Blade to kill him and had to lie here and hide and fall into mara alone and in the dark as he screamed with a voice he didn't have and Dan Feng wants for once in his wretched life for someone to tell him he'll be okay.
He starts fingerspelling out Dan Heng's name. Gives up, and just fumbles his hands one over the other, in the vague shape of a maple leaf.]
Hug?
[He'd been chewed on spectacularly by a massive undead thing then he'd been literally taken apart piece by excruciating piece and then made into a sentient pile of limbs and then had to be burnt into a crisp by Jing Yuan and then had to be put together halfway and humiliated and then had to beg for Blade to kill him and had to lie here and hide and fall into mara alone and in the dark as he screamed with a voice he didn't have and Dan Feng wants for once in his wretched life for someone to tell him he'll be okay.
He starts fingerspelling out Dan Heng's name. Gives up, and just fumbles his hands one over the other, in the vague shape of a maple leaf.]
Hug?
[It's supposed to help, that's why he asked for it, so why does it make him feel worse to be comforted?
He presses his face into Dan Heng's shoulder, hands winding around his back, breath hitching wet- and then he turns his face and bites down at the crook of his neck, over fabric, as he tries to lean his weight and overbalance Dan Heng.]
He presses his face into Dan Heng's shoulder, hands winding around his back, breath hitching wet- and then he turns his face and bites down at the crook of his neck, over fabric, as he tries to lean his weight and overbalance Dan Heng.]
please remind me that everything Dan Feng says is nonsense
definitely the latter
I told him it's too soon, but for some reason I still feel guilty.
I almost said yes.
I told him it's too soon, but for some reason I still feel guilty.
I almost said yes.
I killed him in that game, you know.
He is very upset with me.
He proposed when I asked him how to earn his forgiveness, after a considerable amount of telling me to die.
He is very upset with me.
He proposed when I asked him how to earn his forgiveness, after a considerable amount of telling me to die.
He was being rowdy and ended up being "wiggled". Afterwards, he was wandering around as a horrific pile of flesh and scaring people.
He asked me to kill him. Once I knew it was possible, I did so. It was the first time I have used Lightning-Lord since regaining it.
But he was revived still in pieces after it all, so I suppose I did nothing but torture him in the end.
He asked me to kill him. Once I knew it was possible, I did so. It was the first time I have used Lightning-Lord since regaining it.
But he was revived still in pieces after it all, so I suppose I did nothing but torture him in the end.
Objectively, you are correct. Nevertheless, I feel as if my heart is being drowned in his madness.
But that is a silly concern. I will get myself in order. Thank you.
But that is a silly concern. I will get myself in order. Thank you.
[No, Jing Yuan is not allowed to rely on people! He has relied too much already in this conversation and needs to go beat himself up til he stop being stupid. Clearly.]
I'm fine, Dan Heng.
I'm fine, Dan Heng.
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